It’s summer and I’m young. That’s been my excuse lately. I’ve probably gone out 3 times a week. And tbh, since this is my blog and all..there’s probably hasn’t been a day where I am sober. I don’t know how I do it. I have a full time job and run on no sleep. I’ve been so “happy” lately, that I can’t help but just want more. I don’t think that’s healthy. I mean, I feel fine, I think? Thoughts have been wandering a lot lately. I’m not saying I’m depressed or sad or if something seriously bothering me. It’s just I’m wondering, am I happy or is it that I’ve been so fucked up day in and day out that I’m just too busy to be sad? I’m not sure, but I guess I’ll keep on riding it out.
I’m sure you judged me a bit, and think I don’t have a care in the world and just want to get fucked up all the time….you’re wrong. Everything else in my life has been fine and I’ve been able to manage my time. All my work stuff is fine, I spend time with family, and have time for myself.