I feel like this is a time in my life that I need to be alone. People always say you gotta “find yourself” and all that. I’m usually whatever about that. But this summer, it truly has been that. It’s not over yet. I’m having fun, just enjoying being me and doing whatever. I feel young, free. I don’t think I’m ready to give that up yet. I’ve always been a relationship kind of guy, but I don’t think I can be right now. Even if I cross path with the right girl, it’s not gonna be right either way. I won’t be able to give her my all, or I’ll try but Id feel like I’m short on feelings. That’s just not fair. I want to though, I miss the feeling of someone. Maybe I’ll change point of views, when the right girl comes around. I think she has, but there’s one big problem.